Isolation

It was warm in New York.
Without intentional reminiscing,
Ramification is nullified.
We are people from different world.
Rome once played harsh on the fragile soul.
Love turns into a running firework.
Path subdues the fabric fate.
What is set can not be refitted.
Dishonesty is rescued from the modified abyss.
Joy lasts forever?
Joy brings me selfishness.
Joy means life?
Joy leads hatred and war.
How to love a person?
Lies win the heart.
How to love myself?
Re-shine as a volatile star.

Is it going to be a new sun?

Closed my eyes, standing on the horizon facing west and recapitulating,
This was not deadly; paradise was brightened, lovely and extraordinary.
Jungle was surrounding me; Waterfall was surprising me;
Animal was cheering me; the sun was upon me.
Suddenly,
I open my eyes, standing in the desert facing west and realizing,
This is deadly; paradise is temporary, ephemeral and fugitive.
Rocks ambush me in the mountains; dusts swift my face with cuts;
Creatures seem never existed; the sun went to another side of the planet.
Hoping,
I pace my steps toward west; tears project the memories of Eva.
I follow the shrinking shine from eclipse; I walk; I run; I chase.
The sky connects the ground; world is silent and dark.
Strength is lost; breathe is exhausted; joy and sun met.
Understanding,
They convinced me to go east; so I did.
Walking backwards and expecting a tripping stone,
Heart beats warmer but air gets colder. Horizon never changes.
Everything is getting further, so does how I feel about my sun.
Hold on! Wait a minute!
I lift my wrist and read my watch. I am only 19!
I turned around and marched toward east.
I saw my soul waiting, standing, and staring at me while I’m walking closer in the way,
I said, sun is going to raise in that direction; I pointed finger to east.
Soul asked, “is it the same sun?”
I ignored the question. “Life will come again.”
“Is there a star taking care of the sun?”
“Yes. Her gravitation is strong.”
“Ok.” My soul turned around and tread with me on the bumpy deadly road.

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